Chili

CHILI: THE JOURNAL OF A CAMGURL

Hello I'm Carmen, welcome to my personal page, this space is really to tell a little about me so, Dear diary!

TECHNICAL SHEET XD

Nombre: I'm not sure.

Zodiac sign

libra ( my birthday is September 28

Age

39 years (my profile says 26 because I feel like 26 mdr)

Favorite color

black/pink/teal. all: 3

In my free time"

sew, make wigs, clothes, I am very intuitive all this I do under self education following tutorials, my creativity and my excellent fine motor skills.

education

Complete university and graduated as a nurse, trained in tantoestética and master in tanatopraxia, thanks to my friends (Clients) of xlove who paid my education in the funeral field. (Eternally grateful with you)

"I am a very performative woman, I love to dress up, do choreographies and have a great time giving a show, I become! my Alter ego is released and I am very happy"

She is a Burlesque girl!

During the pandemic, being locked up, bored I had to find something that was entertaining both for the users and for me who was locked up talking to my computer 12 or even 15 hours every day, I started dancing alone to the rhythm of blues, the Burlesque in my life started like this, I did it for a while here then it grew. And yes! I have outfits so if you want a Burlesque dance use the stripteasse action and enjoy the show, be sure to ask me to be Burlesque if you don't want a normal sensual dance 😉

She is a chameleon!

You'll probably come one day and I'll be blonde and the next week you'll find me redheaded, I like to change my hair a lot, it's almost a fetish and if I get excited seeing myself, also each color gives me a different mood, seeing me so much time on camera maybe bores me a little and I become!, sometimes the changes are well received and other times they aren't, But it is a personal pleasure that I share with you, do not hesitate to ask me for your favorite color, for a teddy bear make metamorphosis for your visual plaser.

I started on this site in 2016 with the name se sweetfontaine, maybe you remember it hehe I will try to get pictures from that time, it's very funny all the changes I've gone through♥️

this photo is from 6 years ago, I'm still the same with less tattoos hehe

This weekend I have an event where I work as a fashion model and as gogo, it is a party of the LBGTQ + super inclusive collective, there is a fashion show, there is a drag queen contest and also the opportunity to meet a famous drag queen winner of the Drag race! Auque is a little complicated I will try to take pictures q are possible to share here in my diary.

What about the clown faces?

One of my best friends decided that he wants to be a drag queen full time so he started to make up to learn, at first it cost him a little but I decided to do it with him and we have advanced a lot, even we have been invited to visit hospitals dressed as drag queen and clown🩷

Almost everyone is afraid of clowns, I only have good memories of childhood since my mom worked in an oarque and saw clowns very often even while they painted their face, I found it super funny, I think my love for makeup started there along with the love for costumes.

You can feel a little the temperature change, today it was a sunny day, when summer comes sure I will go to the beach maybe I'll go a little crazy and undress, I have several years doing it is so liberating to be naked forget everything and feel the breeze in all my parts while taking the sun. sun jajaja is wonderful.

And the threads of your soul shake with the touch of the yolk of my skin where they welcome the moans of your flame and slowly taste the sticky honey.

I'm listening to a song that makes me think of sexy things about you! If you were here, we would probably realize some of them

The sun can be darkened forever, the sea can dry up in an instant, the axis of the earth could break like a glass, but the flame of your love can never be extinguished in me..

I dreamt of a young girl sleeping with a gentleman she loved tenderly, and that in him everything worked assiduously and none of them made any evidence of negligence..

I'm like a Rubik's cube; the more you play with me, the more I become difficult..

I love everything in you, I love everything in you and there's no more room for adoration in me what I've had enough to love, mon doux amour viens à moi

I invite you to eat, I am the first course, the second and the dessert..

♪ l'imagination est au sexe ♪ ♪ What the wind is in the sax ♪

JJ, please.

We are two verses that rhyme without rhyme, we are the essence of all that is great.

What is the size of your love? How much is it worth for me? I have to buy it and have lost the option. Instant of fantasy with you, you wish that one day you were my slave, that you would take yourself to the limit of pleasure you never knew, would you?

I'm gonna start sharing things I wouldn't normally do here. Every Sunday, a group of friends get makeup to practice the looks of the different events I'm working on outside of here. I'm going to share some photos, I hope you like this type of content because that's what I like the most.

Sous les draps de ma chambre, you can compose a symphonie of passion left behind

I want to explore with you these hidden places where the world disappears and where there is nothing left but you and me, delivered to the ecstasy of our intimate encounter. An invitation to enjoy the erotic in a place that belongs only to you.

Even if it is a little difficult to have better photos during the events I'll try to do it to share them with you.

Every weekend, there's a safe space where I can be as I want, there's no limits and where I'm loved and not only tolerated, one weekend I can be an ange rouge and the following a sirène bleue, if I can imagine it. I can try to recreate it for a few hours and make pleasure to many people.

I have a strong temperament, I have had a quasi-military education, that's what I've been raised to do, that's why I like to create deep bonds.

My corps sent the coconut oil coffret agent provocateur, ça rend fou hennessy et haschich Moroccan he says to me: "tu es à la salle de sport" if I make you bounce

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Baby, we'll say we've lost half our lives learning sex with me, he does things he didn't do before and I accept with him 'cause he turned me on..

                                                                                                                       ❤❤❤️❤❤

Tu es belle: And they love you. You're young: people smile at you. If only a love could open in this heart where nothing shines.

I enjoy going out with my friends. Most of them are drag queens from my city, but often I receive queens from other cities and we love to have fun in a noisy diverse group!

♪ All the days I see you ♪ ♪ Having you at my side ♪,

and make moments of love with you!

Guess who loves hats and collect them have funny hats, colorfull hats, winter hats, summer hats, ridiculous hats, u name it and probably i have itwhywell i do drag and sometimes burlesque here in my city!

Who doesn't love little tops made of cheap pvc leather hahaha, im a sucker for this little outfotsi have so manyand yes i use it out of this site too! I have the pleasure to live in a city that is very open minded and is a big kinky community!

Don't ask me if I have leather or latex, just ask what piece u want i wear that for sure i have it!

I had a dream. The dawn could not shake my light sleep from its cool robe. In vain each shadow cast its blackness. My heart is darker. It was going on in my heart.

I wasn't born that way! I change my hair a lot.

When I'm happy, I have a crazy urge to tell everyone I meet, but it would be much happier if you gave me one of those big kisses you like to give me. They remind me of the canary song

If you need love, let me know and we'll do it

If you're looking for pleasure, you're in the right place. ❤

I'd rather have our lips together, our arms interlaced, our eyes pale in the sad joy of possession..

Let your imagination fly and do me your own, I want to be the slave of your desires there's no better slavery than when you want this person to erotize you.

The two parts of your body that do the dirtiest things are the ones I love the most.

Perversion is but another art form. It's like painting, drawing or sculpture. Except that instead of painting, we use sex as a medium.

If I had said that they are tight, I would have gone beyond tight, to the point that at the end their contours would have blended, to the point that our chairs would disappear, to the point that we would lose our breath, she and I would have eaten from the same bloody and insatiable mouth.

I think about you constantly. In the evening, when I lie down, it's a real torture. I'm not going to write you on this page what fills my thoughts, the madness of desire When you can't be with this person and you want her always, the obsession can take over.

I want to drown in your lips, to whisper to you with silent words, I want to feel that I am a part of you now. I don't want to wake up.

             "When you're not there, my heart is in me, you're all my life, my happiness and my joy.".

I just read it and it seemed sweet and sad at the same time.

❤️❤️❤️

Necromana waited for him to learn, first, to do like the verses, then like the snails and finally like the crabs..

One quote from the book Cent ans de solitude, by Gabriel Ga- What?.

Merry Christmas to you!

- It's the first time.

¡Merry Christmas to you!

Have fun with me is very easy

In sex I like all, I love to try new things, be ur partner in ur craziest fantasies.

I don't like rude people and insults..

❤️i love tender kisses❤️

❤️I miss you so much.!❤️

I've been a bit away but every time I can I come online!

❤️ Make every day the best day of your life ❤️

I watched this movie about a world where the beatles never existed, pretty fyunny then i started to imagine a world where the music is not music or a world without porn, can u imagine thank god xlove exist and u too

I am

♪ So we can have some fun ♪.

❤

The sky is the limit